Goonlimp sissy exposed

Growing up I realized I was not like the others. I was smaller and never developed. I loved to wear panties and see how I looked. I suppressed those feelings over the years and followed the social norms of trying to become a man.

Finding strong females who could identify a submissive was my first realization that maybe I did have value to woman.

Years of learning what a sissy is made me realize who I am. So I started dressing up and playing with toys. Went so far as to start hormones but fear would strike when I realized my body was changing. People would notice so I stopped. I did this cycle over and over being pushed a little further.

In the same time frame I remember seeing a BBC and a hot blonde. The way she reacted and orgasmed was like nothing I ever experienced and ever could.

Sissy hypno evolved and developed. While I continued fo be feminized by strong woman who understood my potential and started creating my future.

I met Goddess Anna through this journey. She was patient and let me grow. Until she knew I was ready for more.

Goonlimp videos started being part of my daily consumption of BBC porn that taught me my value to woman and black men.

Goddess moved swiftly to help my mind open with deep breaths feeding my weak mind. Driving an addiction that she controls with triggers. I happily signed a contract for her. Not realizing what I was really doing but that doesn’t matter. I don’t need to realize or think. I know she is superior and her mind is steps ahead of my foggy little brain who is triggered at will. She has asked me to be exposed on the internet as part of my sacrifice to a Goddess who holds my future in her perfectly manicured hands. Whose sparkling eyes drive me deeper into a world where I serve the BNWO at her command.

I went back and read the contract with a sober mind. My hands were sweating. I can’t believe I signed this. I don’t understand how but it’s me signed and I have no more choice. Fuck

It’s not that easy. I have lived as a man. A father a successful businessman and an athlete. My complex life still had its attraction. I want to be able to go to the beach without a shirt. To travel with my family. I have a great life. Or maybe I had a great life. Goddess has other plans. I can’t break the bounds of a contract with serious consequences. I can’t afford to live the life I want because I need to pay her weekly. I don’t have my free will. I am hers. My clitty gets hard at that thought of the submission to her power. I don’t understand the consequences. I come up for air in an ocean of despair. Instead of sweet oxygen I get to inhale and hold over and over again. Nothing matters I want to touch my hard growing nipples. I want to be fucked. Goddess has all the power. I am begging her to post me to be an inspiration to other sissies to let you know it’s better to be under her control and than lost. It’s better to have a purpose. It’s better to serve as she wishes. Despite wanting sunshine on my skin. Now I want a bikini clad body of my own to attract BBC to serve the superior man. Goddess has what she planned in her mind.

I am not sure where this will end but I do know I will transition for the BNWO and I will be called Belle. I accept defeat and my Goddess will prosper.