sissy kelly confesses

I’ve been on the lookout out for a dominatrix to be part of my life for sometime now. I’m submissive and I get turned on by being told what to do in ways I don’t get at home. I first crossed paths with Goddess Anna online, at least a couple of years ago. I was immediately impressed by her online studio, so many amazing shoes, so neatly arranged, and the stylish Bang and Olufsen system in the background. Not to mention Goddess Anna herself. So stylish, elegant and ever so sexy, resplendent always in the most classy outfit and lingerie. Oh, but for some hidden fear, I did not dare go beyond that distant admiration maybe because I could sense how serious she took the art of domination. Within the intervening two years I met and ‘clicked’ with a couple of Mistresses who seemed interested in taking ownership of a sub like me, and in that time I even went as far as signing the odd D/s contract etc. But in reality what I think I was looking for was a deeper sense of control and, you know, the type that’s hard to escape from. And escape I did. Rather too easily; so the search continued.

Fast forward to a few weeks ago when, looking at who was online, I entered Goddess Anna’s world by entering her live stream. I must have had a moment of total weakness and, boy, was I a bit too eager. Mistress Anna was great at listening to me, and before long I think she had used her experience set a trap to a willing victim. She then suggested we just experiment, and how do I like the idea of providing access to my iMac? I was quite turned on by this idea and agreed to have a remote program installed. I got quite a thrill from seeing Mistress Anna remotely controlling the mouse clicking here there and everywhere.

This was such a turn on before I knew it she have untethered remote access to my Mac so much so, my biggest fear, and secret desire was for me to be locked out of my own iMac by loosing Admin access. A few days later, it was suggested, for fun, to add parental control to my phone. How could I refuse, I was so turned on by the iMac control, I just imaged what that would be like also. That then also led to parental control of my Mac. It was also about this time Mistress Anna suggested a contract. I don’t think I even hesitated and I’m not even sure I read it properly before returning it signed. Unknowingly this was my point of no return.

I had signed a financial obligation to Mistress Anna and there was no easy way now for me to now backtrack.

Without realizing it Mistress Anna now had access to a number of my passwords including having access to my nest cameras, my credit card, all my accounts, my work colleagues and other aspects of my persona, secret and private life.

How do I get out of this? Could I get out of this? Do I even want to?

sissy kelly